I was 9. The very first Hollywood movie I got into…and I did not understand a word they say…then I fell asleep inside the theatre for I find it painfully boring…and when I woke up, it's the steamy bed scene on the big screen!

I'd love to tell you a story why it's Shakespeare in Love that affected me most in the whole world of finding an entertainment back in grade school. My mom dragged us, along with my older brother to watched the then-talk-of-the-town movie called Titanic. Well, as one may expect, the movie itself is PG 13 and I was just 8. Funny but my mom pleaded thrice to theatre personnel just to let me in as I won't do any harm inside the movie house…unfortunately, the did not!

The following year, my mom casually dragged me again to watched Shakespeare in Love as she was one hell intrigued (but not a fan though) of Shakespeare…and the rest was history. And just recently, I found out some strange twist between the actors who played and are supposed to play in these two movies – Gwyneth Paltrow was the first choice to play Rose DeWitt Bukater in Titanic but turned down the offer to take the role of Viola De Lesseps in the latter film, which in fact this role was initially offered to Kate Winslet but the denied the offer due to the success of such very dramatic film entitled Titanic.

It's supposed to be Titanic but God rather turned me into something extraordinary and classic that I will forever remember…

LOST in HELL – Yeah, this must be the perfect irony for the world being slowly crippling into hell! And we're living in it! You life may be blissful but the world is NOT! Or your life might have been a total mess livin' in the world of hell, which presumably is a win-win situation, You're in fair game dude!

PHOTOJOURNALIST – This won't be a good job at all but a career that I am looking forward to

MOMENT OF TRUTH – this phrase really irritates me a lot! When I hear someone casually said these words out of the blues, it sucks! It's as if the whole world was stupid for inventing this cliche that people can't get enough of repeating it inconsistently. WHy don't they just remark, "here's the reality!"

Dreaming….or it could be…spending time thinking of a man I've just seen a couple of times and whom I've talked over the phone thrice in my whole life. Such was a wasteful thing to do by far…

Oh c'mon, this has been the perfect representation of teenage angst and rebellion we all love to see and at one point in your life, you'll gonna realize that Jim Stark and Holden Caulfield were not as "bad" as teenagers of today seem to be!

NO QUESTION ASKED: I'd be EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT…

There are lots of "deja vu" incidents happened for the last decade, but the closest that I can remember was in:

College…2 years ago

Walking out of the library one afternoon…

Passing the Chapel and the building people called "old library"

While holding a book on my right hand,

walking with other students walking in and out the building,

All of a sudden, I realized and thought right at that very moment…

"wait, this thing seemed to happen before"

Ahh…the feeling..it's just indescribable…the whole scene…the people..the atmosphere/…all these things seem to happen before but I can't explain it on the same exact way…but the mood left me curious as I walked through Acacia Avenue..

Take these words: sunovabitch

old Sally

David Copperfield kind of crap

The more expensive a school is, the more crooks it has…

sad good-by or a bad good-by

I have a lousy vocabulary

These were just some of the words that never gets old and will forever be spoken by just anyone in the whole world!

Hands down to Salinger!

Yep.

I’m on my 20s and this is the time that I’ve learned to “rock” and August rock me as hell!

Since mid June, I never found a job…
Come July and I was celebrating my _ _ birthday
By August, I was like…mmm…I can’t think of the right word but…

Let’s just put it this way, I’m currently working for the pre-production of 41st season of Women’s National Collegiate Athletic Association (WNCAA), and this was the time that I finally set foot in the historic place of Intramuros after so much admiration and wanting to be in that place.

That was 8 August! And finally, I was in Intramuros!